I have changed... yep i have...
- I have to push myself to visit the temple once in a week... (earlier a daily ritual) and then when i go i feel i am just doing formality... cos i just say the prayers like a parrot would and i have very little attention...
- I am getting angry/ frustrated too easily and have lost adequate control on my moods... (though i d o try)
- To some extent i have started giving back dishum dishum to people who don't understand my point... so i am not the same "finger on your lips" type girl... (though not completely yet... but i guess to quite some extent)
- i have started to believe people wont respect you unless you command the same from them.. so when U work make sure that no one eats away the credit..
- i have learnt that being quiet can never ever help you... you and only you can speak for yourself... (though i dunno if i have changed much on this front)
- i have learnt that except for a very few, friends come and move on.. Learn to accept....
I got a nice msg: People say i have changed, i have just stopped living my life their way!!
Explanation : step by step;
ReplyDelete-you push yourself to do the rituals; it’ll not related to changes as it comes under rituals. Don’t feel that you’re doing formality only.
- you are; as you don’t know when you’re angry and you’re not.
- That’s good; you must do that if someone not understand your point, but in the limit.
- It depends upon person to person and environment to environment.
- Yes; this is the truth, I’ve told you thousand times about it but finally you got it.
- You must need to know who are your friends and with whom you should be in contact/ share your thoughts.
Finally : this is my thought
You should lead your life despite of the barricades and huddles and lead it like “Gladiator”. Don’t worry about what other says; just do the things what your “HEART” says.
I would say I am very happy about this change...
ReplyDeleteHigh time ! :)
This new version is a HIT with me !