Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I'm Loving it :)

A day taken off from work!! and spent lazily doing things i like...

Unlike other holidays i dint get up late this morning.. as in got up at 9 am.. and i am hooked to pc for most of the time... browsed thru mba related websites, chatted with some friends, studied for about an hour, and now finally gave my blog a makeover!! and i am loving it...

Though i love black and so liked the earlier template, but having a black backdrop also meant deciding font colours and stuff, which i hope i can get over with on a blue backdrop... and i simply love the picture ... girl on the swing on an upside down tree in the sky :) reminds me of the song... aaj mein upar, aasmaan niche; aaj mein aage, zamana hai piche

And my friend alltalkandnoaction has tagged me for having my poll of 10 best romantic bollywood movies... and i by mistake th8 it was for the 99 questions i posted in the last post.. now recalling 10 best hindi romantic movies for an amnesiac person like me is an arduous task!! though i can never forget the bestest bollywood movie... its none other than jab we met.. which is her fav too.. waow... i can just watch it over and over again... such a simple and sweet story...

Recalling some moments in the movie:

by God, mujhe bachpan se hi shaadi ka bada shauk hai...
mein sochta hu agar geet hoti to kya karti, aur wahi karta hu
hotel decent (no pawfect name than this)
Jab koi kuch sache dil se chahta hai wo use mil jata hai...
Both of them jumping in the river...
Kitni stupid thi mein, isliye ho raha ye sab mere saath,
Aur kis se darr lagta hai, shareholders se, kal shareholders ke saath meeting karao (so if u fear something, fight it on face)
His respecting his moms contribution for the company...
Wo foto jalake flush karna, wo fone lagake gaaali dena... :)
Mujhe Karate aata hai :)
Akeli ladki, khuli tizoori ki tarah hoti hai... jawani mein, mein bhi akele ghumta tha, par tab mein mard tha... matlab abhi bhi mard hu
And Shahid telling Kareena after being asked that he loves her: haan bahut jyada, par wo meri problem hai.... asi kuch bhi feel kar sakte hai yaar... (but assuring it wudnt cause any problem to her)
Though i dint understand what did Kareena like in that Anshuman (Champak he seems)
Songs are fabulous...
And finally shahid explaining geet that she shd marry the one she loves...
Shaadi ke baad pehla affair mere saath kar lena :)

Shahid is super cool in this movie, so is Kareena :) (i dint like any of them earlier)
i think i need quite some time to make a poll of 10 best romantic movies...

Anyways, time to log off ... Enjoiii

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Tagged!! Confused :)

Have been tagged by alltalkandnoaction...

I assumed it was for this post... but she has tagged me for somethig else... but ab jab itni mehnat ki hai to ye bhi post kar hi dete hai

so here are 99 truths (possibly) about me...

LAST TIMES…
1. Last beverage: has to be Water always!!
2. Last phone call: Nirav
3. Last text message from: my manager Poonam
4. Last song you listened to: Chale jaise hawaaein from mein hoon na
5. Last time you cried: Don’t remember (well ye to apni hobby hai), but not 2 recently

HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? : No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Kiss karke regret kya karna! (kidding)
9. Lost someone special? …. dunno
10. Been depressed? Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up? I always seem drunk!! (No)

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Red
15. Pink

FIRSTS :
16. Made new friends: Bachpan mein…
17. Fallen out of love: No
18. Laughed until you cried: Don’t recall
19. Met someone who changed you: Yep, at various times
20. Found out who your true friends were: kept finding and losing them… (but ya few who have been with me for quite some time... touch wood)
21. Found out someone was talking about you: Nah

HAVE YOU:
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Yahoo messenger (5%) though I don’t use it anymore… and otherwise about 95%
24. How many kids do you want to have: chunnu, munnu, tina, shina, sweety, tweety, jay, viru………………. (oye 1 is enuf)
25. Do you have any pets: No
26. Do you want to change your name: Never
27. What did you do for your last birthday: Declared off in Mumbai (Namu Jayanti ) thanks to rain God
28.What time did you wake up today: aahaaa 1 pm
29. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping, or maybe watching tv… slept somewhere ard that time
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for : an MBA
31. Last time you saw your father: Last night when I came home, he was sleeping.. got up as I was banging things in the room
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Me doubting my abilities
33. Most visited web page: My blog, Gmail

WHAT'S YOUR :
34. Name: Namrata
35. Nicknames: Namu, Namz, Nami, (bachpan mein: namiya, chamiya)
36. Zodiac sign: Cancer
37. Male or female or transgender : bada kathin prashna hai!!!
38. Elementary: Holy Cross School
39. Colleges: Podar College and Narsee Monjee College
40. Hair color: Black
41. Long or short: Long but will become short soon
42. Height: 5’ or 5’1”
43. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes
44. Ever been in love? Shayad haan
45. Piercings? Ears
46. Tattoos? No
47. Righty or lefty: Righty
48. First surgery: not yet
49. First piercing: Ears (dunno when)
50. First best friend: Vaishali (to the bet I can remember)
51. First sport you loved: and still love – Cricket
52. First pet : None
53. First vacation: Mom ke saath to village…
54. First concert: None
55. First crush: A guy in tuitions (3rd – 4th mein)
56. Eating: Chaat and spicy junk food
57. Drinking: Paani, Chaas, Softdrinks
58. I'm about to: plan some outing for evening, and call some friends59. Listening to: noise of vehicles on the road down
60. Waiting for: Mr Right

YOUR FUTURE
61. Want kids? Bola na chunu munu etc etc…
62. Want to get married? Not in this order… pehle shaadi, fir bacheiin (typical Indian u see)
63. Careers in mind? Finance

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: ???
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Tall…
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
70. Sensitive or loud: Mix of both
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Mix of both

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: No… kisses muft mein nahi baatti
74. Lost glasses/contacts: Don’t have either to loose
76. Broken some one's heart: Yes
77. Had your own heart broken: yes
78. Been arrested: haan… 5 case chal rahe hai mere khilaaf… (are I am not here for being a politician… what a question)
79. Turned someone down: Haan
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a girl?: All is normal with my case… don’t worry

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: Yes.. (kabhi kabhi no)
82. Miracles: Not really
83. God: Truely
84. Love at first sight: Not yet!!
85. Heaven: No
86. Santa Claus: I used to.
87. Kiss on the first date? Noways!!
88. Angels: I said I believe in me… so yes
89. Devils: I have so many in office… so yes again

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? No today I want to go out alone
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? So many times…
93. Among your blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? Myself
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? No regrets
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? : Not yet

ASSOCIATE WITH SOMETHING YOU WEAR :
96. White: Chudidaar
97. Black: T – shirts, Kurti, Shoes
98. Red: T-shirt
99. Pink: T-shirt
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Meine to likh diya hai … ab maano na maano aapki marzi (and by the way they are 99, as qusetion 75 is missing)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

........

Amidst the journey of my life
I got the most beautiful gift
It was not packed in decorative boxes
But was the most cherished!!
It was not pearl, nor diamond, nor ruby
It was a friend so sweet and chubby.
Our friendship flourished through thick and thin times
Older the better just like a wine.
The essence of our friendship shall never fade
This bond I promise will never break.
- my long time back composition

Changed version of ME

I have changed... yep i have...
- I have to push myself to visit the temple once in a week... (earlier a daily ritual) and then when i go i feel i am just doing formality... cos i just say the prayers like a parrot would and i have very little attention...
- I am getting angry/ frustrated too easily and have lost adequate control on my moods... (though i d o try)
- To some extent i have started giving back dishum dishum to people who don't understand my point... so i am not the same "finger on your lips" type girl... (though not completely yet... but i guess to quite some extent)
- i have started to believe people wont respect you unless you command the same from them.. so when U work make sure that no one eats away the credit..
- i have learnt that being quiet can never ever help you... you and only you can speak for yourself... (though i dunno if i have changed much on this front)
- i have learnt that except for a very few, friends come and move on.. Learn to accept....
I got a nice msg: People say i have changed, i have just stopped living my life their way!!

Random thoughts

Some months back i had my sis's friend come down to our place... shes a doc by profession... and just while we were chit-chatting i told my sis... these guys wud never have a ctrl+z in their profession.... CTRL+Z... i am sure i use these keys so often in a day.. just to undo something that has been done wrong.. so in a way i have the liberty to make some mistakes vis-a- vis doctors who have to pay possibly a very high price for a very small mistake... So i think these guys should have their backs patted... for the immense care they have to execute while on duty...
And then on some other day, when i was listening to music, i heard the song Jeena yaha, Marna yaha... iske siva jana kaha... and in the initial lines one guy says rokiye sahab, uske rokiye, doc kehte hai wo tamasha karega to marr jayega... Kya aap apne tamasahe ke liye kisi insaan ki jaan lenge; to which the sahab replies sher singh raju insaan nahi joker hai joker... wo jiyega bhi yahi marega bhi yahi... and suddendly i thought about the joker/clown in circus... His profession is to make people laugh... but what if his mood on a day is utterly bad... Can he afford to let his mood take over...
Now i know there may be many such professions.. but sudden th8s increased my respect for these professions... Waise to at so many times when i dont feel like working, i have to but still :)

Friday, April 3, 2009

Excellence...

A Frenchman once visited a temple under construction where he saw a sculptor making an idol of God. Suddenly he noticed a similar idol lying nearby. Surprised, he asked the sculptor, "Do you need two statues of the same idol?" "No," said the sculptor without looking up, "We need only one, but the first one got damaged at the last stage." The gentleman examined the idol and found no apparent damage. "Where is the damage?" he asked. "There is a scratch on the nose of the idol." said the sculptor, still busy with his work. "Where are you going to install the idol?"
The sculptor replied that it would be installed on a pillar twenty feet high. "If the idol is that far, who is going to know that there is a scratch on the nose?" the gentleman asked. The sculptor stopped his work, looked up at the gentleman, smiled and said, "I will know it."



The desire to excel is exclusive of the fact whether someone else appreciates it or not. "Excellence" is a drive from inside, not outside. Excellence is not for someone else to notice but for your own satisfaction and efficiency...


So true,

Its always great to excel just for yourself.. not bcos someone else wants you 2... And not to measure ur excellence by the way others see it but the way it has changed/ added to you as a person


So its so perfectly ok not to know something very basic and to ask rather than think what xyz will think and not knowing it at all.. :)

I wanted to write more.. but am in a cafe and completely uncomfi with the system... Hope to write back soon..