Musings of a confused mind

Far she wants to go
Where? she does not know
The road aint well traced
New situations every moment she has faced

Failed many attempts to straighten
Some have had her trust broken
Some have left her on the way
All the while she hoped they would for lifetime stay.

She's cried, She's been sad
But she's never given up, she's glad
She still does not know where she wants to go
But far, far from the path everyone knows.

Some things..

Some random things i am trying to put down..

Never fear the consequences/ fear what will happen. cos what you fear may/will really happen. But life does not stop.

CFA may be interesting but its annoying at times 2.. and worst my habit of needing a company while studying.. Oh Muks i miss your company.. I have written half my papers through morning gyaan from you on the phone..
Some friends dont meet you so often but yet you know they are there no matter.. saale besharam picha hi nahi chodte :) Thanks Mukta, Ankita, Shweta :P
Muki dearest thanks for taking half day frm office on my bday and coming all the way.. i know its long time back.. but thnks

There are some things i want to learn/ experiment - cooking, driving, animation, some sport

I have begun story telling sessions at night to Dhrumil.. so cooking stories and thinking of good old stories is on my mind. Last night i just happened to ask him what do you want to be/ what you wont to do.. He says first i want to teach the poor, i wont charge them.. rather i will pay them and then i want to be an enggineer :)kya nek khayal hai..

Wherever i shall be, i shall be happy. I dont need 2 much money i have realised, i need my own sweet people.. my family and friends.

Back

trying to get back to writing posts
reasons
- helps get things off my mind
- love reading earlier posts (kinda traces back all moments)

and damn its difficult to write.. theres loads but nothing
a phase in life where u dont know where u r heading...
but thts ok i know things wil smoothen someday

have lost loads... and gained a little
lets see how it all works..

Nice Poem

A forward from a friend...

Its one of my favourite poems from Gibran.....the master at weaving life into simple words!
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*Marriage*

"You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.

You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.

But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.

Love one another but make not a bond of love:

Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.

Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.

Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.

For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.

And stand together, yet not too near together: For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow."

-Khalil Gibran.

Be yourself

She....

Mom, the most special person,

I wonder how she changed from a chirpy little girl

to such a caring, wonderful and responsible person..

From someone who gave up all her dreams and aspirations

Just to make sure the dreams aspirations of her loved ones were met..

She held each one strong,

taught right and wrong,

held tight when in pain,

all this without any personal gain..

SHE

never asked for anything in return

never complained when she was all alone..

we owe her more than in one lifetime we can give

Shes Special... Shes unique

Shes the best wonder of the world :)

ummmm

Why has it become so tuff to write.. i wonder
i have so much top put down but dunno cant just get it on paper
cant think of post title .. cant manage to write so much thats running in mind..
but still writing cos it feels good.
just on a run thru some unknown blogs.. gives me a good idea to put down monthly updates of whats happening in my life on my blog..
adios.. wil write later

Fun @ Cartoon Network.com

Its the Tom and Jerry show!!

Its so much fun... i love tom and jerry

and ab i am hooked with tom and jerry games @ cartoon network site

Hats off to the creators William Hanna and Joseph Barbera !! Muuahhh to tom and jerry!!

Give me some sunshine!!

DNA surveyed over 150 children and here's some of what they had to say:

- Listen to what we have to say

- Mom, Dad, we want more of your time... We may hate authority, but we do seek your advice. Pls be around to help us deal with the confusion.

- We want to do different things.. Homework's ok, but only if it's worth it..

When did you really see a child really as happy.. Getting enough time to play... to do things they enjoy.. not the things their parents want them to do.. I can assure the times we grew up were better... We had time for classes, for school and most importantly for play. These kids are a smart lot.. and all we are doing is making them follow the routine, monotonous life...

Tuitions have been so much in demand.. and good tuitions have been equivalent to loads of homework.. Just mugging up things is what the kids are made to do.. most wouldn't be able to answer meanings of simple words... but will write the whole essay.. writing one answer wrong in tuition amounts to writing it 10-15 times at home :(

Can you not hear a loud cry?? BACHAOOOOOOO..

Yes inculcating a habit to study is important.. but not at this cost.. A kid in 1st / 2nd standard spends on an average 7-10 hours in school, tuition, grammar classes and what not.. and then the much hated HOMEWORK... (why should one like it)... when is he to play.. many don't even have friends in vicinity to play with... Technology has touched their lives much sooner.. You can expect them to know things that even you did not in your cell phone.

Will we be compromising those smiles on their faces.. Will things just be so competitive for them right from start.. Will they have to cry each time they need parent attention

Will they sing in future

" GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE I WANNA GROW UP ONCE AGAIN!!"

I hope not...